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I have been thinking about this ever since I read your message. I have to get this off my chest, but never it is my intention to hurt you. But I want to remind you that I have loved you ever since I told you I  love you for the first time. As I understood it, you're trying your best to subtly say that we have to cool things off a little bit. I'm sorry, but this is how I interpret it babe.. I love you, but I don't wanna tie you down. Especially that, I know I don't have any right to. I appreciate it that you love the things I am doing for you, but if it makes you feel that  I am holding you down, please let me know. You know, I got so much used to..with you.. I mean, you're like home to me. That no matter how far I traveled, of no matter how many people I met, you're still the one I wanna be with at the end of the day. I know, this must be too good to be true, or to believe in, but it's what I feel towards you. I'm working my way up, just so you would be proud of me.. I understand that what you've been through, also holds you back, because of the long distance between us? But does it also mean, that you would not hesitate with me, if I happen to live just the next block? I know you're busy with your career and all, but maybe, you need someone to love you, to take care of you.. Not just someone who'd email you or call you.. If that time comes that you feel, you have to address that need, please let me know. I won't take it against you,. I'd understand. But, just the same, by all means, by all odds, I'm just here, waiting and hoping that there's a happy ending for the both of us. Will you just give me something to hold on too? I don't just love you.. I have faith you.. I have faith in us.. but honestly speaking, there's a voice inside me telling me that I have to give you space, when I read your message. I don't wanna cry, but it makes me sad. Will we just leave this all to serendipity? I don't wanna decide on this alone.. and I don't know if my interpretation of your message is right. I will be waiting for your reply. Care to enlighten me please? But with all these that I am feeling and going through, please don't forget that I love you! ILOVE YOU!